In the first part of the dream, I am sitting on the prayer mat on the floor and my parents are seated on the bed. I am screaming and howling at my father about all the horrible things he's done to me, and he's calmly saying trash stuff to annoy me which causes me to get angrier and shout to the point where I cannot talk properly and I am feeling breathless and cannot talk. I also remind him of the time he tried to murder me with a knife (this happened in real life), to which he responds by bringing a knife and threatening me again. In the second part of the dream, my maternal cousins have gathered and we're going somewhere. I am wearing my favourite black outfit but I am crying hard because if I wear makeup my father will beat me up again (he's like this in real life). However, we're not in my house. We're in a different house but this I like this house's architecture because it gives me 90s vibes. I also look out of the window, which has white frames, and see a black auto-rickshaw. In the third part of the dream, (I don't remember what happened before this), I see me, my mother and my brother on a rickshaw on an empty road in the dead of the night and we have a lot of bags in our hands. My mother seems sad and annoyed. My brother is quiet (he's 7 years old and I am 16 years old) and I am sitting there confused. I am wearing a brown dress.
The dream appears to reflect the dreamer’s real-life experiences and fears. The first part of the dream where the dreamer is screaming and howling at her father about all the horrible things he's done to her is likely an expression of her pent-up emotions and anger towards her father. The father calmly responding to the dreamer's accusations and then threatening her with a knife again shows the father may still pose a danger to the dreamer in real life.
The second part of the dream where the dreamer is crying and not wearing makeup because of fear of getting beaten by her father again further reflects the dreamer's fear and helplessness. The third part of the dream where the dreamer, her mother, and brother are on a rickshaw with a lot of bags and her mother seems sad and annoyed highlights the dreamer's family's struggles and negative emotions. The dreamer's confusion in the dream could indicate her uncertainty about how to deal with her family issues.
Overall, the dream might be an indication that the dreamer is struggling with unresolved emotional conflicts and fears arising from her relationship with her father and the family's difficult situation in real life. It could also suggest that the dreamer may need to seek help and support to address her issues and find ways to cope with her father's behavior.